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Have you actually read Paper Towns by John Green? That deep as shit book? Yeah, if you already have, you might recognize the title. I'm actually writing a blog post about Chuck Parson. Not that i know him in person or something, but the things he did in the book like how annoying he was and when it was close to graduation he became nice and slightly less annoying? That's what i feel right now. I wish i could feel all of those 'wow this girl / this guy is actually not THAT annoying' kind of thing but i couldn't because i quit high school and sort of suddenly becoming a soon to be college girl. No more useless subjects, little chattery hours with my girl best friends, no more gossiping, watching basketball competition just because there are a lot of hot guys in the arena. No more going to cafeteria, staring at the cute senior and fangirling. No more like trying to escape from school like a fucking prisoner. No MORE all that. No more feelings. I'm so dead, basically. And i'm writing this because i miss all of those feeling. Even though they actually suck so bad, but i'd love to just once, have it all back.
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